I have a bad case of jealously and anxiety around my elder sister.
19 days ago
she tends to hog the attention, a LOT. Due to having a small inferiority complex about her, if he's in the room with my parents when I need some attention, I don't even bother, and leave the room almost instantly if I notice she's in there. I try sticking up for myself, but usually it just hurts afterwards (not physically, lol). I want to like her and feel okay around her, but I just honestly can't due to her nature of not really accepting what I feel. she also cuts me off when I'm talking to our parents, and it just makes me feel like shit. I know sibling relationships can be bad, but I feel like mine is more abnormal..