I'm terrified, the best thing in my life could be taken from me and there's nothing me or her can do about it...


a year ago

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I have to be careful with how I explain this because I can't give out too much at risk of giving her away, I don't care about me. To be honest, I don't know where else to vent this out. So... here goes I guess... So, on April 24th I was asked out by quite possibly the most amazing girl I've ever met. Things have been great, we spent a lot of time together, and even though she lives in a different country we see each other when possible. I mean, like, she's perfect... I support her and her career, she supports mine... The problem is, because of... certain things that have nothing to do with our decisions... we may end up being split up... This scares both of us, and yes I can confirm 100% that the situation is true... I don't know what to do, and it's seriously messing me up... Like, my depression and anxiety has gotten worse, my appetite is gone almost, and I can't sleep well... Just seems like everytime something turns my life right side up... something has to rip it out from under me... Anyway, thanks for listening to my whining... Sorry for the vagueness... but like I said it's just to keep things anonymous for her sake... Thanks again..


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